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I CAN SAVE BELLA AND YOU DO NOT HAVE TO PUT HER TO SLEEP. IF YOU CONTINUE TO IGNORE THE FACT THAT I LOVE HER AND BONDED TO HER DURING THE HARDEST TIME OF MY LIFE, FROM 4 WEEKS OLD, I SPENT ALMOST 2 YEARS --> TEACHING HER TO BE GENTLE WITH GABE, I FED HER FROM MY MOUTH TO TEACH HER NOT TO SNAP, I PLAYED BALL WITH HER, PAINTED HER NAILS, BOUGHT HER A NEW TOY EVERY WEEK, FLUFED UP HER BED, SNUGGLED WITH HER AND SHE KEPT ME ALIVE WITH A HAPPY TAIL WAGGING AND AN EXCITED BOUNCE INTO MY CAR EVERY DAY TO RIDE. CHRIS, IF YOU CAN KILL HER WHEN I KNOW SHE CAN LIVE IF I CAN TAKE HER AND GIVE HER THE SAME 24 HOUR LOVE AND ATTENTION I GAVE HER WHEN I LIVED THERE ALMOST 2 YEARS, IF YOU CAN PUT MY FRIEND TO SLEEP WITHOUT LETTING ME SHOW YOU, THEN I WILL KNOW FOR SURE YOUR HEART DOESNT EXIST. IM BEGGING YOU TO FORGET THE useless opinions OF ANYONE ELSE. PLEASE DONT KILL BELLA and keep her from my love and desperate wish to do EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO SAVE HER. SHES LEFT ALONE THERE , SHES NOT MASSAGED OR PATTED FOR HOURS (BURPED)TO RELEASE THE FERMENTING GASSES BUILT UP INSIDE HER FROM THE FOODS SHE EATS. HER GAS IS KILLING HER AND ITS UNFAIR AS HELL FOR ME TO WATCH HER DIE IN SOMEONE ELSES CONTROL THAT DIDNT BOND WITH HER THE WAY I DID. IT KILLED ME TO LEAVE HER THERE!!! AND IT WILL KILL ME TO WATCH YOU SACRIFICE HER TO AVOID THE DRAMA YOURE ABOUT TO HAVE TO FACE SIMPLY BECAUSE SOMEONE DOESNT LIKE ME BASED ON YOUR LIES. WEVE REMAINED FRIENDS, BUT YOU CHOSE TO DENY YOUR ASSOCIATION WITH ME TO A FEW, SO WHEN I SHOWED UP, THEY CALLED ME A STALKER. YOU KNOW IN YOUR HEART I LOVED YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND AND NEVER DENIED YOU, BUT YOU LIED AND MADE THEM THINK THEY NEEDED TO "PROTECT YOU FROM ME". MY HOUSE WAS BROKEN INTO, THEN SET ON FIRE, KILLED 3 OF BELLAS BABIES, THEN MY DOG WAS KILLED AND PLACED WHERE ID FIND HER WHEN I WENT OUT. IVE BEEN WATCHED TO SEE IF I WAS WITH YOU, FOLLOWED, HAD PEOPLE IN MY YARD, AND MESSAGES SPRAY PAINTED OM MY POOL. YOUR LIES HAVE COST ME A LOT AND YOU ONLY SEE THINGS YOUR WAY, SELFISHLY BEING MAD ABOUT ME SAYING THESE THINGS, THINKING I HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE MAD. BUT I DO. IF YOU DONT WAKE UP AND SEE THAT YOURE BEING YANKED AROUND AND SWALLOWED UP BY PEOPLE WHO COULDNT GIVE 2 SHITS ANY LESS ABOUT YOU AS THE MAN I KNOW, AND IF YOU CAN KILL BELLA WITHOUT LETTING ME LOVE HER BACK TO HEALTH, THEN YOU MAY AS WELL KILL ME TOO. long sleeve wears in white
IM BEGGING YOU. I WANT TO LAY WITH HER AND HEAL HER AND IM NOT IGNORANT OR NEGLECTFUL. SHES MY BABY I WAS FORCED TO LEAVE BECAUSE YOU CALL HER YOUR OWN. I TOOK TOTAL CARE OF HER WHILE THERE AND AT THE RISK OF YOU CONTINUING TO BE SPITEFUL, IM ASKING YOU TO LET ME FOCUS ON HER. SHE COULD SAVE MY LIFE WHILE IM TRYING TO SAVE HERS. I LOVE HER AND WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE BY ALLOWIMG ME TO SHOW MY LOVE TO HER?? IF YOURE GOING TO PUT HER TO SLEEP, WHY NOT GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO DO WHATEVER I CAN TO HELP HER?????